You all know the answer to that question.
Why no one was allowed to tell me anything? So they could brainwash every hint of un-counter-vertible anything into my mind as reality.
Basic principles of justice: The accused has the right to know they are being accused, what they are accused of, and for it all to be done through due process. Arguably, and in many countries formally, the accused also has the right to know which evidence is being brought forward against them, so they can defend themselves.
So they can defend themselves.
Why no one was allowed to tell me anything.